How have I changed this year?

Surely there are things about yourself that you don’t like. So you change them, right? Well, not exactly. It’s more likely that you keep on doing them, even though you say you’d like to change them. So is the old adage, “A leopard can’t change his spots,” true? That people can’t change?

No, people can change.

How have I changed, well that's a vague question, changing from what? From my blog or how have I changed as a person? Other than the obvious marks, meaning voice dropping an octave, getting taller, getting more mature well, I guess not much.  I mean I have undergone some significant changes this year but that doesn't change the fact that what makes me and you truly me and you? Or as a philosopher said: what makes us, us?  Is it the way we act? Our actions? How we look? No its simply more simple, is how we can change, to what you ask? How we change as a person or even in an intense circumstance. Our morals, our witt,   how  we  think.  

 But you can’t just snap your fingers and say goodbye to well-established patterns that you have made, even when those patterns result in bad consequences. Sure, you wish it could be easier. You may be impatient with yourself, giving yourself a good scold: “Just stop it already!” Oh, how I hate the word “just” when it pertains to change. We don’t change “just” because someone (even ourselves) wants us to.

So, how do you change? 

It’s a process that begins with being aware. This may seem obvious, but it’s not. If you're used to blaming everyone else for your problems, then you're not aware. If you're living your life in a daze, blaming bad luck, then you're in denial. How are you ever going to change anything if you don't own up to how your thinking and behavior help create the predicament you're in?

Its not as easy as exercising for 4 weeks and keeping to it, it's not just putting your money into a savings account and walking away. No, we change the most when we are low, when we have done something wrongful, we recognise it, and we are alone. We, even without knowing it, sometimes will make an oath to change the way we are so that there are no consequences next time.

I have changed, I have changed by being more aware, I am on that path, not necessarily changed, I am constantly changing, I went from being stuck up to being relaxed and nicer to everyone.  Yes, it was because something distasteful happened to me, what I did, I don't want to own up too, I have though and I am not blaming anyone for it anymore, only myself. 

Change, not as easy as one might think, it is constantly happening and constantly will be happening. Change is as unavoidable as making mistakes, for we must improve, and to improve we must change.

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i guess idk

I can already tell you that this isnt a strong post...Ok so look I really don't know what i'm supposed to be talking about so ill really just procrastinginating yesh, thats a word now.  I know... Mother day, which is today, which is also not so good.

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Mother's Day is a modern celebration honoring one's own mother, as well as motherhood, maternal bonds, and the influence of mothers in society. It is celebrated on various days in many parts of the world, most commonly in the months of March or May. It complements similar celebrations honoring family members, such as Father's Day and Siblings Day.The celebration of Mother's Day began in the United States in the early 20th century; it is not related to the many celebrations of mothers and motherhood that have occurred throughout the world over thousands of years, such as Pitru Paksha in Ancient India, the Greek cult to Cybele, the Roman festival of Hilaria, or the Christian Mothering Sunday celebration (originally a celebration of the mother church, not motherhood). I thought I would just tell you cuz why not, however I am tired of talking already from that VERY LONG extended definition.  No, im not just tired i'm exhausted, I have just given up to the point where I dont even know anymore.  My mothersday has been very long because well, I first didn't sleep last night, I have insomnia, not fun.  Then came home at nine cuz why not, got dressed, watched a movie, ate some breakfast and wrote a blog post.  Then I went to brunch at this place called the jarmy club, so that was fun, First I had a very filled plate with fruit, cantaloupe, strawberries, meat, eggs, and potatoes, that was a lot of food, I ate that five times then had dessert for like thirty minutes.  I could not stop eating, it was ridiculous.  We were eating foods with my family friends, they are like family to us, and they gave me a ride home because why not vs my parents who im pretty sure hate me.  Then I have homework (what IM doing now) and my parents locked me in my room and so I could not go anywhere which is annoying, so here I am, sitting, watching captain america two: the winter soldier.  Winter is coming, GOT reference.  Im wondering if there is even anyone out there? reading what i'm writing, so lonly, other then you MR P. and just to let you know Mr.Parker if your reading this please don't grade me on this blog post, will ya do it on another one.  Well here we are again, back at the end of the pose, what oh what am I going to do, probably write another one.  If someone is reading this will you please just like say a word, just say HI, in the comments because I honestly what to know if I should keep writing or not. OK Bye I guess.

Well I guess my movie

My movie, my movie, my movie that's ummmmm not very specific I guess i'm trying to say is what is my favorite movie, well thats really hard to say so im going to come up with it on the spot, right now.  Ok, so probably avatar, with the giant blue people, why I always say with the giant blue people is because there is this other stupid ass movie called avatar the last airbender, and trust me I like the television show but this movie, it made a movie that got rated a point five by the IMBD look like an eleven, you get what im saying? But the other movie it starts On the lush alien world of Pandora live the Na'vi, beings who appear primitive but are highly evolved. Because the planet's environment is poisonous, human/Na'vi hybrids, called Avatars, must link to human minds to allow for free movement on Pandora. Jake Sully (Sam Worthington), a paralyzed former Marine, becomes mobile again through one such Avatar and falls in love with a Na'vi woman . As a bond with her grows, he is drawn into a battle for the survival of her world over the human race who want to take the world from them for a precious mineral. Or you can llok at it from the needy perspective When his brother is killed in a robbery, paraplegic Marine Jake Sully decides to take his place in a mission on the distant world of Pandora. There he learns of greedy corporate figurehead Parker Selfridge's intentions of driving off the native humanoid "Na'vi" in order to mine for the precious material scattered throughout their rich woodland. In exchange for the spinal surgery that will fix his legs, Jake gathers intel for the cooperating military unit spearheaded by gung-ho Colonel Quaritch, while simultaneously attempting to infiltrate the Na'vi people with the use of an "avatar" identity. While Jake begins to bond with the native tribe and quickly falls in love with the beautiful alien Neytiri, the restless Colonel moves forward with his ruthless extermination tactics, forcing the soldier to take a stand - and fight back in an epic battle for the fate of Pandora.  Here is a picture of the movie '

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This movie is absolutely spectacular.  However this is not my only favorite movie, I also like most of the marvel movies like the avenger ones. You know what I mean, like iron man, thor, captain america, hulk, and guardians of the galaxy.  My friends and I can totally like nerd out for hours about this stuff, its ridiculous, like is feels like we can speak a different language. You could be standing right away from us and we could be speaking english and you would too but we would be saying thing that you, as a person, wouldn't understand or get just because there is like so much vocabulary between all of those movies, infinity stones, thanatos, cap, go two sleep. ect. Its just, another language, trust me.   You wanna know what would be cool, if you commented and told me what your favorite movie is and we can just talk about it.  We can speak our own language that no one else can understand. We can nerd out and just talk about movies.

making incense

ok, I know what you're thinking, it's really stupid and i'm never gonna read this, however maybe not, incense are a wonderful thing, the smell that they can emit can differ exponentially, I am here to teach you to be able to make your own, all you have to do is follow the following steps.  You can just google common incense recipes.  A list of recipes will show up, for example mine is 1 part cedar, 1/4 part mint, and 1/4 part pinion pine tree sap.  Now once you have that get all of you ingredients, and you may have to do something to them, for example I had to cut a metal can, and put the unhardened tree sap into the metal tin can,which was hot cuz I was burning it, melt the sap and pour it onto a piece of parchment paper wait for it to cool then ground it up in a mortar, then filter out all the pieces that are larger than a grain of sand then mix that with the tree resin that was already ground up without cooking it.  Ok, a little background info you must have three bases before you  start. You need a top topic, a middle topic and a base topic, each topic does its unique job.  The top gives flavor mixed with the middle and the base is used to bind and hold everything together.  Once all of all your ingredients are ground up, mix them together with a binding agent called makko powder, which is a natural combustant that is also water adhesive, which makes the whole process amazingly simple.  All you need to do is just mix equal parts of the makko powder with the mixed topics and add distilled water until it becomes something similar to dough.  Then mend this dough onto any stick or cone:

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 Then you may need to open these incense to the sun for a few days and let them dry out so that the soaking process with the makko is done. Then  you need to heat them to the lowest temperature in your oven that you possibly can.  This will allow the makko powder to fully set in.  

I know it seems like a lot to put a handle on but once you're done you may  be able to create your own natural essence.  You may want to keep in mind this is all one hundred percent natural, there are no harmful chemicals at all.  Even the makko powder comes from the bark in a tree in asia.  I state my point again, you can customize your smell and this can also have medical benefits, and its all natural. I really hope that you guys liked this post, it was one of my favorites because I not only get to tell you how to make your own but I hope you comment later on, and if you decide to di it list some of your favorite recipes.  Thanks bye.

Crazy adventure, With sand!

One thing first, I hate the sand, I absolutely hate it, it gets everywhere, absolutely everywhere, I hate it, I already said that....  I really like cars, I mean I don't anymore, but I did once love them!  The reason I don't like them anymore lies in a place called sand hollow, as you can tell, it has sand, hence sand hollow.  Which brings me to my next point, if I weigh my hate of sand and my love of cars, the hate of sand will always, always win.  So my family and I [mom sis and I, dad was at home (4hrs away) ]  we went tos sand hollow

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As you can see, it is very very sandy, so not much fun for me, unless I am riding a dirtbike, which is always fun (mostly).  So we were driving along in my moms toyota sequoia  (yes I know, very manly), and we hear the engine go VVVVVVRRRRR VRRRR VR VR VVV vvvrr vv vr rrrrrr......  dead!

So of course my mom starts it up and of course it goes VVVVVVRRRRR VRRRR VR VR VVV vvvrr vv vr rrrrrr again she starts it a third time after twenty minutes, gets it to start with an amazing ROOAAARR, she guns it, our car, (being its so heavy) sinks to the ground (into the ground)  my mom absolutl flips out, its a camping ground we started asking around, asking everyone, everyone around, like 15 people because sand hollow is HUGE.  We then find this guy, now this guy had a bunch of kiddy plastic shovels, my mom tells me to get digging, and of course I do because I want to get the hell out of there.  so after about forty minutes of digging the wheels are halfway out, it has now been an hour since we got stuck, so the guy (being the nice gentleman that he is, in a sort of redneck way) hooks our car with his car and starts to tow us out of there, then his engine goes VVVVVVRRRRR VRRRR VR VR VVV vvvrr vv vr rrrrrr......  dead! we realized he shouldn't get it started again, but it was too late, he started it first try, jammed on the gas and what do ya know! he got stuck!  so then that guy got stuck and my mom called the towing company, this guy was an asshole, we were stuck out there, it took him FOURTY MINUETS when it should have taken him five, which is like, insane, and frustrating, it took him soo long and by then it was an hour and forty minutes and he just decides to turn around because we are too far away from the "safe spot" in the mean time, when we first got stuck my mom called my dad, he dove out there, and he undug the tires, let some air out, started up the car, slowly put on the gas, and we were out in ten minutes, when it took him three hours to get out there, which is frustrating. Hope you liked this blog post, ttyl.

CAR? YES? No? maybe? no. okay...., im sorry... IT IS HOW IT WENT!!!

SO the idea of me getting a car went from a YES? to a sorta yes to a No? to a maybe then to a no, then to an okay, which is disappointing, in the end my face was the okay meme seen below


I realize there is no photo.. my stupid schools firewall it protecting it,  
SEE!!!!! ITS SO CORRUPT!!!

anyway I was just really disappointed

 that I couldn't get a car that is

ANYWAY  it started out something like this...
I was finally going to get my permit because I was finally old enough my parents said yeah I was psyched, then I turned 15 on my birthday and then the answer went quickly from a yes to a really vague answer, so I immediately started getting nervous.

Step two, as I am a teenager and when my parents start to reconsider I immediately run to the nearest safe house, and for me that was my room, after many moons I finally birthed from my den, and my question was simple (no there was no real den but I shut up for a few days---many moons--- about the whole deal) the question was a simple no, but of course with a question at the end of the no so it was a No?

My parents after several days of considering and reconsidering finally decided that it was worth a shot  AS LONG AS I KEPT MY GRADES UP!!!  remember that!! remember those words, they can be your friend of your enemies, in my case those word were a MOFO!!!!

Then as you can guess my gpa slowly and slowly dropped in like two of my classes,  My parents said that it looked like a no, my hopes and dreams were smashed, its ok though because I still had my finals, which would help, not do much or kill me....

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This is what happened to my GPA after finals, so I stopped asking about a car just to avoid grade questions, It raised suspicion!!!  I mean of course it did, its my parents were talking about.  They are crazy!!! BAT CRAZY!!!!  its ok though, the whole car idea kinda crashed and burned, like my gpa, I kinda apologized and then just said that I will wait for summer, in my head that is! Im not really sure how this will blow over with my parents, you see, I think I NEED a 3.4+ for a car in the summer as of right now I have like a 3.0 which is upsetting, really upsetting.  Ill start a petition, if you guys can comment on this post, I will flip shit, not only that but if I get enough comments and page views and supporters I think that we can persuade my parents to get me a car, because we are awesome, and stuff.  Also I mean why wouldn't you help a fellow guy out? get a car eh?  and its not only my gpa I kind owe my parents like 1000$ and stuff, we will save that for another time.

COMMENT

candy

Yeah its true, I really really like candy, you could say I relish it, or you could say I just have a sweet tooth, its all the same.  The reason I say this is because I absolutely horde the stuff. I have some with me right now, this very second.  My favorite is probably hard candy, you know? lolli pops, jolly ranchers, that sort of stuff, but I also really like chocolate, I like the milky ways, the mars bars, all of it.  I even like some of the stuff that most people don't even like, for example I had a lolli pop with a scorpion in it, that was cool

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I also really like sushi candy, for a couple reasons, it tastes good, its fun to make, and its just generally awesome!  Plus that bonus of not being bored anymore, which is always bliss.   Then for a person like me, when you combine music and candy and skiing, and music, don't forget the music,  its more than bliss, if god was an adjective then thats how it would be, it would be god, just imagine me walking through the streets, with a sucker in my mouth, headphones on, and I can't hear myself because my music is so loud, and saying "I FEEL GOD! Just imagine that for a moment.   Except with the sushi candy its sooo messy, its like syrupy and stuff.  However it certainly adds the 'juice' to your day, that was a bad pun.   .  OK, just to give you an idea of how much of a sweet tooth I have, I have a stash of candy and donuts and lemon powered cookies right now by my windowsill, it works because i'm not one of those kids who eats some candy and is then up for the next 6 hours.  No I can eat a donut and then 2 minutes later fall asleep.  Which is why I have a stache by my bed, so when I wake up in the night craving sugar, I can just reach over, grab a donut, eat it, drink some water, fall back asleep, (not necessarily in that order too!) I think I got my sweet tooth from my grandma because she loves chocolate, she also loves sweet things, like caramels, and soft candies, she doesn't like the hard candie, where as I, I like it all!  If I know you and you are reading this, get me a shit ton ( yea a shit ton thats a thing now) , of three musketeers, I LOVE THEM SO GOD DAMN MUCH!!!  I don't really know why though,  my dad, for christmas, got me over 140 three musketeers and my little black dog cozette, ate all 138 of them when I wasn't looking, sometimes we find little shiny wrappers in her poo.  Its ok though because she is practically indestructible, well her stomach at least.  Well I really hope you really enjoyed my post about really enjoying chocolate, I would enjoy it so if you did, I will also enjoy reading then responding to your response while enjoying some candy!  (thats me saying bye, and write a comment)!  

WHISTLE PEN!!!

I like to make stuff, I just made a whistle out of a pen, which is pretty awesome, its really cool, it looks like a pen, but it does not look like a whistle, it actually looks like a pen like a legit pen, a pen whistle, its black, and white, it has a cap, and it can ever write, now take note this is just one of the thousand of projects I have done, i will lead you step by step on how to make this whistle.  OK so tsp one is to take your pen, now it has to be one of those cheap cheap pens.  take your pen and gut it, open up the back with pliers, then push the insides out with one of the pliers singe blades, now you have a hollow tube now take a razor blade and cut an inch down from any end, cut halfway into the straw straight down, and make a forty five degree angle cut into that of the straight down cut, then you should have something that looks like a notch, now you are going to take that straw and clean up any barbs on the edges, that will make your whistle suck, now you are going to blow into the end of that whistle that you just cut, dont cover the opening with your mount, now you are going to have to adjust the amount of air you let pass through your whistle, if that doesn't work then plug the end of the whistle, you should hear a very faint whistling sound, its really good if you hear something, its ok if you don’t hear anything though because your whistle will still work, next you must find something cylindrical that will fit nice and snug inside your hollow pen cap, which is totally awesome if you can find something, otherwise just do what I dod, sand down a perfectly smooth pencil, it cant be one of those number two pencils because those things are like hexagonal, so then once you sand down your pencil trim it off at about an inch and shove your pencil inside your pen, now take it our, if you cant get it out just use a toothpick or something.  Now take the wood cylinder and shave off one fourth of the top of it and then put the chopped part and match it with  the open part, then take the top part of your pen (the writing part) and take out the ink, the top part might be hollow, so take some tape and cover up that hole, plug the writing part of the pen back into the other open end. Now this should make your whistle work, you can take it to school, you can bug your teachers, your friends too, but why stop there you can replace your stopping end with a moving sliding end, and then you can make a slide whistle, which is even better.  Your pen should look something like this 

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my childhood

It was a strange one, my childhood, I don't remember much, but what I do is weird, I remember being a jerk to everyone, like I remember punching people, a lot, I think... I dont really know.  for all I know I could have been mutated and grown in a lab, like currently thats my going thorey meaning thats what i honestly think happened. sometimes.

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I have re and re and reinvented  my theory many, many, many times, I have perfected it and I have re and re and re perfected it.  Is twenty five percent plausible to grow someone in a lab, like, my mother, she never had a life, just fake memories, I have no proof she actually had a life, I have to proof of anything, I mean technically every other human could be animated, and I could be an ultimatley deep test of crazy heroness, I have never seen a human being born, I have no proof!  I am ment, or I was hatched for some specific reason.  My mother could not really be my mother, I dont know because I cant remember, I cant remember because I WAS HATCHD!!!! ( I know i wsnt Im jokin here).    I could also be wrong.  Honestly we could be hatched, especially if we don't even know how we came to/became to be on this planet.  We could all be experiments, and that the leaders of the nation like the president and the government are all experimenters, we are their instruments, thats where the idea of having a parallel universe came from, which is craaaazy af.  I guess you could prove me wrong by saying that we have fossils, we have, rock layers, its scientifically impossible for your theory to be true, which is correct....  unless the "experimenters" created the earth, and the earth is just a container for us, so that we don't escape and destroy other "containers".  If this is true, then we will never have to worry about our universe's fate again, the experimenters will always watch over us.  SCIENCE HAS PROVEN OTHERWISE  The presumption of "How do you know? Were you there?" seems to be that only first-hand, eyewitness testimony is reliable - and so it is illegitimate to make inferences about things beyond our immediate observations. Therefore, this argument presumes that material evidence that isn't reliant on a personal observation is invalid, even though it is often the best and least biased form of evidence available. When considering historical evidence, first-hand accounts (primary sources) are generally taken as better evidence than second or third-hand accounts and those written down long after the fact (secondary sources). However, this is a mere guideline and the first-hand accounts can often be subject to greater bias, as even eyewitnesses can lie, exaggerate or simply view events through their own political or social twist.[3] This is why gathering evidence about the past is an exercise in the interplay between direct and indirect forms of evidence (particularly the material, non-personal evidence dismissed by this creationist claim), and looking at individual pieces of evidence with a knowledgeable and critical eye. With this in mind, we can unravel the fallacies in this creationist "argument". 

SO YOU DECIDE, WAS I RAISED IN A LAB?

Netflix, you suck

The reason that many netflix users are disappointed, is because theres NOT ENOUGH STUFF TO WATCH!!!!!   ITS   SO   FRUSTRATING!!!!!  UGH!  

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Netflix is a money consuming box, they say that they cannot provide each customer with movies, it is bull    SHIT!!!!     IN AUGUST ALONE NETFLIX MADE NINE POINT TEN MILLION GODDAMN DOLLARS, holy crap and they claim that they can't even spend five dollars to purchase avatar, the movie with the giant blue people, which is amazing, the movie that is.  but come on Netflix?! really it is so frustrating, you would think that Netflix would be able to freaking realize that they suck,  They say that they are a viewing channel, a CHANNEL not a library, same goddamn thing!   Saying that they are a channel provides a "safe zone" for them, no one can complain, no one can do anything, Netflix is just like "oh you cant find your show? get your shit together, upset and want to cancel your subscription? get your shit together, want this? want that? want equal rights?  GET YO SHIT TOGETHER!!!!!!  as of now I am watching american horror story, but what happens when I finish, huh? what then, theres like 10 seasons out and Netflix only has three, what then, what do I do when I finish the series, huh? oh I see do I wait until I finish? no, no I don’t Netflix expects you to obey and then just start a new series which I can not do, that doesn't work for me, like I also cant start reading two books at the same time or I get confused af, I just cant do that, for those of you who are wondering what af means its “AS FU*K”  GET YO SHIT TOGETHER listen to Netflix!!!   I mean I guess you could start a new series let me try and list everything that I have watched.  First it was Supernatural, then supernatural seasons through 7 then I got bored of that after like 3 years, OH I KNOw!!! i started watching this series called the 100 it is the best thing that ever came, its about 300000000000 years into the future, and there is space liven and stuffs, anyway the earth is radioactive cuz of all the nukes and stuff, now the prisoners and kids have to strive on the earth, however it is hard because they are prisoners and stuff, but its also cool to see how they live, and its also interesting to see who else inhabits the ground, they call them grounders, this is where they live, earth, they live, and have lived here ever since, all the time, the story is interesting because you get to see these new criminals, strive, and make new life, and make laws, and struggle at being a community, some people are badasses some people are cowards.   However I hope you all enjoyed my blogpost about my Netflix experience, and I hope that you respond, to what I have to say. AUDIOS! 

Skiing.

What the HELL happened to all of the snow?!?!?! I mean for god sakes we live in Park City!!! PARK CITY!!! We are supposed to have at least seven feet of snow! and we have none. Park City is known for its incredible dry fluffy snow, but we have none… You all know how much I ski, I ski a ridiculous amount, but this year THERE IS NO POINT!!! Honestly I can not believe that there is no snow.  I have read some online sources that there will be less and less snow until two thousand fifty five, that may be hard to believe but global warming has a serious effect on everyone, it just that no one realizes it yet.  It is really upsetting and frustrating because one day it will be sunny and then the next day it will be snowy but not enough snow to ski.  That means it is like a summer winter hybrid which mens its hard to do summer activities because its biting cold, but you also can not do winter activities because there is NO SNOW!!! Because you can totally ski on grass, right? wrong, I tried, lets just say it hurt.   A lot…  although I am thinking about building a fake grass ramp, you can actually ski down the fake grass ramp as long as you add about three gallons of soap water and wax and soap you ski’s.  How do I know this? I was a skier at the Utah Olympic Park and they had a fake ski ramp.  Its the one where you ski into the pool.

Image courtesy of Utah Olympic Park

Do you see those white ramps? those are the same material as fake grass.  THE bottom line is that the snow this year is absolutely horrible.  Not the type of snow but the amount of snow.  Usually we get about 383 inches ( in two thousand eight), last year we had about 260 inches of snowfall TOATAL!! thats less than 100 inches of the previous year.  You can imagine me as a little kid growing up in waist deep snow, when I couldn't handle it, then when I finally can handle it THERES NOT ENOUGH OF IT!!  Usually I am ten times better at skiing the next year then the previous, but when we don't get any snow I can not advance my skills, I just stay the same or get worse.   Honestly I am considering building a ski ramp in my backyard because it is already sloped, and it has the potential for amazingness.  Think about it, all of my buddies would be able to come over and ski, sure we may look like retards skiing in my backyard in shorts and a t-shir! Sure we may eat SHIT a couple of times! Sure we may brake a bone, but you know what?!!  yeah im starting to think its  bad idea too.  Just imagine me and my friend in t shirts and shorts with ski and ski boots on and a helmet, we would look so stupid!   Whatever I guess we will find out next year.

glasses?

SO YEAH I GOT GLASSES.  YEAH..... when I got glasses.... I woke up one morning, did my routine accept this time I put on glasses.  SO I walk into the bathroom and look in the mirror i'm just like AHHHHHHHHH!! Holy shit!!! Im ugly! HOLY SHIT!!! I'M UGLY!!!    UH that just happened... 

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I never knew how ugly I was or even how much I couldn't see before i got glasses.  I didn't realize how much I Couldn't see.  Also I wanted to let everyone know,just for this post, and this post only I am going to ponder my thoughts.  Does anyone else know what a pawnee is? well its a haircut that the indians get, and you shave off your head accept for a little diamond on the back and you let that out to grow super long.  The point of this short story is that my uncle said he would pay me 1000$ to get one.  Also my dad is really tall, like freakishly tall, he is 6 foot seven and that it tall.  Im really bored and I had no idea what to make this post about.   OH I KNOW! Ok so im like super good at super mario bro flash, like scary good.  I can beat the entire game without losing a life and about 85% of the population can"t do that.  Im also really good at video games in general, like skyrim, halo, cod, halo, halo, cod..... halo, and cod.  And many more.  Im not really good at the real old fashioned game of super mario i'm only good at he flash version<a modern version> I love it, and hate it, it is a really distracting game and theres nothing I can do a bout it. There is no way on earth i'm telling anyone the link, if you want the link, well just figure it out for yourself.  sorry to be mean but its true if I say the link then I will never be able to la that game again, and all of my friends will be mad at me.  I cant wait to get a car, If I wait an extra year I can afford a camero, which is my favorite car in the world, but my dad was like nahhhh its ok, I think your gonna wanna drive right away not wait an extra year. Im like no I will, and I just think he wants me to go away.  Oh and also sometimes my dad is like, hey carson will you do me a favor, and im like sure (usually) but when I do say no he makes me.  DAD a favor is something you can say no to.... I dont know it just really frustrates me, in fact my family frustrates me, and you know what, theres nothing I can do about it but drive away in a camaro.  So let me know down below in the comments of this post i you liked the style of this blog, just utter chaos and nothing to it, no meaning just words on a paper.  

Christmas

So this is and is not gonna be a giant list of what I got for christmas it is more of less just gonna review.

Image courtesy of Painting You With Words 

 So my family doesn't really have a christmas morning, no its a wild chaotic driven, panic morning.  its completely ridiculous. However I have a really... "funny"... story.  My family has this giant 2000$ TV in the basement and  my family and I always use it to watch movies.  I was having a sleepover downstairs where the giant TV is and I was moving my stuff down there because thats where my room was gonna be.  I the process I was like "oooooh, we should go outside and shoot my airsoft gun."  My friend of course was like "okay".  Then we went outside and shot the airsoft gun, without ANY problems.  Then we come back inside and I sit down hard on the couch and drop the air soft gun at the same time and I heard this mechanical pull, a battery using juice, and two pistons pull air and exhale out, like a human machine. The gun was shot and it was facing the television.  I looked up and I see a black circle the size of a softball, but thats not the worst part, the worst part was that now, i've got six different colored lined going in every direction. It looks like checkers.  But thats not the problem, what I asked for christmas was money, to pay off the television.  Which my parents say yes to.  Alright, so here I am on christmas day sitting there, waiting, and i've got like 4-5 presents.  I'm like "mom! I said only one or two!, but thanks."  Here comes the list, I got magic, candy, these metal puzzle thingies, and the grand finale, I got an Iphone six.  Which was better then anything anyone else got.  I didn't know how to react cuz I was upset and I was happy.  I was hapset I was hapset.  I wanted the money for the television more than the phone but like, its an Iphone 6... so ya know.  Now I have an Iphone 6 and im like "sup bitches look at my phooone." I'm trying to save up for a car now and, well I can't because my dad is making me pay off a 2000$ television.  I've already put 1000 into it and its been broken for about three months now.  I short word it won't take too long for me to fully pay off my tv.  OH! I also got a drone for christmas, it charges for about an hour (not exaggerating) and you can fly it for seven to ten minutes.   I, have actually gotten, pretty got at flying it. I mean I can fly it for ten minutes and not crash.  Its a bit like flying a bird with half a mind of its own.  So over all I had a very very good christmas.

Longboarding

Initially I was planning on making my entire blog about longboarding, and then I was like, BORING! so here's what I did, I changed my blog! however this just tells you that I love to longboard, I mean I longboard practically every day and when i'm not longboarding I SKI!!!  I even longboarded down the highway... it was totally sick.  Here I made a gif of where I went.

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Well, the place that I longboarded has changed a bit, the roads are paved, its steeper, they added a roundabout, oh and where that dirt site is is where maxwells is and outside of maxwells... a giant concrete area.  Then there's a walkway I continued on for about half a mile.  The longboard that I have is called a fiber flex , the one in the link is 250$ and mine was 400$ because its awesome, plus 50$ wheels and 100$ bearings.  Lets just say this think is like riding n glass, and its absolutely amazing.  However longboarding isn't the only thing I can do, I can also skateboard, and i'm ok at it.  I can ollie, pop shove it, and shove it.  I learned because I broke my arm going down a hill, then I got my cast, and then kept trying and trying and trying, with my cast on, until I got it.  However I have stopped longboarding and skateboarding because it just got boring,  but thats the beauty about park city, I mean we have snow now so I will ski, then when i'm tired of skiing... I will longboard because it will be summer by the time i'm done with it.  I usually spend my time longboarding in redstone because you'r actually allowed to, unlike some other places, like malls and parts of gateway, other wise I would be in slc every day.  Although redstone works out for me because my friend david lives there, and you know, ill just stay there is I wanna.   I donk know, I really want a longboard with double bushings so that the turn radius is like 1 foot.  That would be sick.  I shouldn't be greedy because I have 6 boards.  I have 3 skateboards 22 longboards and one carver, however I need to do a touch up on my carver because its wheels are all gunked up and you can't move two feet.   However I have no place to store them all so they usually end up in my room. The fact is, I enjoy longboarding, also to add on to that fact I do stupid stuff with my longboard.  Like go down the highway.  Also I end up not having a place to stay at night so I eather go over to smiths and sleep OVERNIGHT hiding in their stuffed animal basket, which i'm pretty sure is also illegal.  One time my friends threw me in there and the back of the cardboard box exploded and I went tumbling out.  However it all ends I am a crazy, longboarder.